Hoping all is well!! I know this is a bit off topic but
Wanted to know just how to be better and just get the right direction in life. Having no father in my life makes me feel down on myself. Such as just not being a “man” growing up with just my mom doing her best and her hardest to take care of me and my siblings. But I can’t just learn how to be a man from her: I look at you more as a role model… I’m 20 years old and just looking for motivation, to find my purpose , to be able to find myself. The gym is cool and all but I need to get shit together. Just hard right now
Peter is there a Brazilian jiu jitsu clubs or anything like that that you could join. You would be surprised at how many people you could meet who have their own issues going on. You could find motivation through something like that. Direct your thoughts towards positive stuff. like your health, fitness, well being, being kind, trying new things, etc…. And good shit will come back at you.